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Nine of Swords and Seven of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

No one caught you. The one keeping you awake at 3am is you, and you already know why.
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Nine of Swords and Seven of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You call it patience. You're just too scared to take the real measure of where it stands.
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Nine of Swords and Seven of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You already know which one you want. The deciding is a show you put on so you don't have to do it yet.
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Nine of Swords and Queen of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You're the one everybody leans on, and that's exactly why nobody knows how bad your nights have gotten.
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Nine of Swords and Queen of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You've softened the truth to yourself in the dark because the clear version would be final.
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Nine of Swords and Queen of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You built a good life, so you've decided you have no right to feel this bad — and that's just one more thing to feel bad about.
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Nine of Swords and Queen of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You know exactly what to say to everyone falling apart. You have nothing left to say to yourself.
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Nine of Swords and Page of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You're not afraid it fails. You're afraid it works and then you're the one everyone's watching.
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