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Page of Pentacles and Two of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

"I'm not ready yet" stopped being true a while ago. You already decided no — you just haven't admitted it.
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Page of Pentacles and Two of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You tell yourself you can't put any of it down. The truth is you don't know who you'd be with empty hands.
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Page of Pentacles and Two of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

The closeness isn't gone. You just felt it dip and started grieving it early — and that's what's making it real.
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Page of Pentacles and Three of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You'll prepare forever, because preparing can't fail — and the real thing might.
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Page of Pentacles and Three of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

Everyone thinks you bounced back. You just found somewhere to point your hands so no one sees them shaking.
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Page of Pentacles and Three of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

It stays perfect as long as you don't make it. And part of you would rather keep it perfect than real.
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Page of Pentacles and Three of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

"I'm working on something" has become how you disappear from the people who actually feed you.
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Page of Pentacles and Ten of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You won't set anything down because then you'd learn you didn't need to carry it all along.
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