Journal

Queen of Wands and Six of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

Your giving keeps them close. That's the part you can't say: you're afraid of who you'd be if they stopped needing you.
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Queen of Wands and Six of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You didn't stay because it hurt. You stayed because it was gentle, and gentle is harder to leave.
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Queen of Wands and Seven of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

What looks like standing firm is you too exhausted to put the guard down.
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Queen of Wands and Seven of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You've already decided to go. You just keep smiling so no one starts the goodbye before you're ready.
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Queen of Wands and Seven of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

That confidence you're known for is just momentum. Sit still for one hour and you'll feel it wobble.
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Queen of Wands and Seven of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You poured all of yourself into this. The fear is that there was never anything solid underneath to catch it.
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Queen of Swords and Two of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You haven't let yourself fully want it yet — wanting it out loud would mean risking not getting it.
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Queen of Swords and Two of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You've held it so long that when it comes out, it won't sound like truth. It'll sound like a blow.
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