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Three of Cups and Three of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You laugh in the circle and nobody knows you're still bleeding — because you won't let yourself know it either.
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Three of Cups and Three of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You won't ask them to do better because you're afraid the friendship can't survive the honesty.
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Ten of Wands and Two of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You can't put it down because it stopped being a project — it became you, and letting go feels like disappearing.
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Ten of Wands and Two of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You already know what you'd have to change. That's exactly why you won't let yourself look.
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Ten of Wands and Two of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

If you set it all down, you're afraid there's no one underneath — that the carrying is the only you there is.
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Ten of Wands and Two of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

The love is real. That's the reason you can't say out loud that you're carrying it alone.
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Ten of Wands and Three of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You're close enough to see the end and you feel nothing — and that scares you more than failing.
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Ten of Wands and Three of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

They call you dependable. Under all that, you're heartbroken and no one has ever been let close enough to see it.
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