Journal

Five of Wands and Page of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You call it preparing. It's the excuse you use to not step into the fight you're scared of.
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Five of Wands and Page of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You use being sensitive as the reason to never let it get tested. That's not protection. That's hiding.
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Five of Wands and Nine of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

The fight has quieted, but you keep it going, because you don't know who you are when there's nothing to brace against.
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Five of Wands and Nine of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You'd rather be back in the argument than alone with your own mind — the fight is the easier place.
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Five of Wands and Nine of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

The quiet you say you want scares you: with no one to fight, there's no one left to blame if you still feel empty.
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Five of Wands and Nine of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

That calm isn't peace — you just stopped defending yourself because you're too tired to keep explaining.
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Five of Wands and Knight of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You call it defending yourself. You started it, and you know you started it.
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Five of Wands and Knight of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You call your silence being the bigger person. It's really just fear of being the aggressive one you once were.
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