Journal

Four of Swords and Nine of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You got the thing you wanted, and all you feel is tired — and you're scared that means something's wrong with you.
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Four of Swords and Knight of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You're afraid to stop because you suspect the motion was the only thing making you a person.
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Four of Swords and Knight of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You're not still recovering. You finished a while ago — you just can't admit you're scared to go back out.
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Four of Swords and Knight of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

Stop moving and there's nothing left you can point to and call yourself. That's the real reason you won't rest.
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Four of Swords and Knight of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

It's not them you're longing for. It's just being wanted again — and you know the difference.
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Four of Swords and King of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You call it recharging because 'I'm wrecked' would mean you have to actually stop.
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Four of Swords and King of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You already decided. You're calling it "still thinking" so you don't have to be the one who says it out loud.
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Four of Swords and King of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You won't stop because you're sure it all collapses the moment you do. It doesn't.
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