Journal

King of Wands and Page of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You're not just excited about it. You're also afraid of it, and you've been acting like only the excitement is allowed to speak.
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King of Wands and Page of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You already know how to make this move. The studying isn't learning anymore — it's how you keep from making it.
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King of Wands and Page of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

It's not that it isn't ready. It's that once you start, it stops being a dream you get to keep to yourself.
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King of Wands and Nine of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

The thing you brace against isn't coming anymore. Your body just never got the memo.
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King of Wands and Nine of Swords — The Deeper Meaning

You didn't outrun the dread. You just kept moving so it could only reach you in your sleep.
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King of Wands and Nine of Pentacles — The Deeper Meaning

You call it independence. It's really that you stopped letting anyone close enough to hurt you.
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King of Wands and Nine of Cups — The Deeper Meaning

You keep telling people how good it all is, and part of you is saying it to convince yourself.
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King of Wands and Knight of Wands — The Deeper Meaning

You talk like you've already become the calm, wise one. You're still the reckless one — just better at describing it.
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